The Perks of Being A Wallflower is being made into a movie.

That does NOT make me happy.

I don’t think the film could ever capture the true meaning of the book and I think it’ll just start a trend for all those stupid little kids who have heard of the book but never taken the time to actually read it and then soon enough, they will all act like they know everything about the book and it will never be the same.

That book changed my life, and if Emma Watson is cast to play Sam instead of Mary Elizabeth, I will cry. She could never be Sam. I don’t know too much about that Logan Lerman kid but he looks like an alright Charlie.

I’m upset.

12.25.10

"Oh look what you’ve done, you’ve made a fool of everyone."

12.15.10

I want a passionate, crazy, wild, inexplicable, unconditional, faithful, mind-blowing, never-failing love.

That’s too much to ask for.

12.11.10

I cannot help but wonder if my family is really as crazy as I see them.

My sister is so insane and selfish and emotionally unstable and my mom is always there to back her up, no matter what.

I always think I’m in the right and I can’t tell if it’s just because I’m being hard headed.

I feel like they both really are wrong most of the time though.

I can’t WAIT to leave in January.

I hope everything goes through okay because all of the negativity and doubt that my family has been putting in the air is starting to get to me, too.

12.08.10

where I want to be; who I want to be with.

next year, everything will fall into place.

all the stars in the world will align and I will be happy.

we will be happy.

11.28.10

I have an interview for a full-time job at Boost Mobile tomorrow.

I hope and pray with everything I have that I get this job.

I need it so bad in order to make things work out this upcoming year.

Let’s see how this goes.

11.23.10

"The person who has the only chance of conquering Lord Voldemort for good was born at the end of July, nearly sixteen years ago."

—

I cannot wait to see pt. 1 of the Deathly Hallows.

Maybe I’ll go and make Brandon see it with me since I will be staying with him for a week, maybe more (:

11.11.10
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

It is so hard to be away from you.

I will never walk away from you when you’re hurt or upset, I really never would.

I know what it’s like to need someone to hold onto when you feel like there’s nothing left for you to believe in.

I know the feeling of abandonment and I don’t wish that upon anyone, especially the ones I love.

I will be here for you, no matter what. No matter what time of day or night, no matter how far away, no matter the mood, no matter no matter.

I will stand up and fight for us, even when it gets tough…especially when it gets tough.

Even when you get mad at me for no reason, even when you mistake my emotions for something more aggressive than they really are, even when you yell at me, leave me, or hurt me…I will always love you.

Through thick and through thin, I’m here.

Through hell and high water.

I’m yours.

11.08.10
He is my complete and total perfection. Absolutely everything about him makes me happy and feel giddy. Him being four hours away makes our relationship difficult at times but I’m willing to work through our problems because I know it’s worth it; I know he’s worth it. I don’t know when I’m going to be able to be with him again but I do know that I can’t wait to feel his embrace again and to feel his lips on mine. I decided to leave Xanga and try out tumblr for whatever reason; we’ll see how this goes. Finally done with school, so hopefully it’ll be Western Carolina for me in the spring; January, actually. I hope that I get accepted and honestly, I have a good feeling about it. If not…everything happens for a reason, right?

He is my complete and total perfection.

Absolutely everything about him makes me happy and feel giddy.

Him being four hours away makes our relationship difficult at times but I’m willing to work through our problems because I know it’s worth it; I know he’s worth it.

I don’t know when I’m going to be able to be with him again but I do know that I can’t wait to feel his embrace again and to feel his lips on mine.

I decided to leave Xanga and try out tumblr for whatever reason; we’ll see how this goes.

Finally done with school, so hopefully it’ll be Western Carolina for me in the spring; January, actually. I hope that I get accepted and honestly, I have a good feeling about it. If not…everything happens for a reason, right?

11.08.10